ii feel it

Promote

2009-08-08T20:50:00.000-07:00

If there's a chance to promote, whats' your first reaction would be?

I think my was a silly one to be.

Opportunity right in front of me. i turn it away.

So when would be the great things come again??

ANS: unknown. . .

Transfer

2009-07-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

2 way to think of that. when being transfer.

+ or -

well, nearly confirmation. One of my HOD(who i known him) wanna me transfer. and for that. is double job for it now.
the management, the thing i got to handle it's much alot than now...

i dont wish to transfer.

Apart

Unbearable to leave....
,my supervisor a part of that she's so called my Mentor too. She's the one who train me, teaches me the work, it's great to have her around. I likes her so much which i cant bear to leave her....!!!!

You must thinking Im silly or whatsoever. When i was informed that im gonna transfer, Apparently i cried, infront of my boss. He's the one who made decision.

back to square.

DISLIKE

2009-07-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

My work,
my boss,
my self.

WHYE

2009-07-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

Whye Blogger cant upload PICS???

IS yours the same??

TELL ME!!!

One day Mom question me.

Ger, In mean while what you wann be?
I said: not sure
MOM asked again,
How abt when you're older in sometimes?
I din reply.

Well. I Question myself and reflected.

somehow there's no answer.

have you researching and questioning this Q before?
Peharps we should start searching the answer the path the way how we wanna to LIVE...w/o wasting the BAO BEI time/

TEST

2009-07-25T07:21:00.001-07:00

2009-06-21T07:32:00.001-07:00

~~WHY~~

PPl come and go.

Farewweell to her..
See her next time... perhaps lifees....
Now we stand on our own.
It's good to learn more things...
perhaps, i starts to like the job.
HOUSKEEPING. It's nothing IMpossible for me, for US.
IF we gonna be UNITED.
Those monkey would defeat by us. HHEES...

Loves, always...

PPl might getting ageing, but the heart would always stay young...

2009-06-12T03:38:00.000-07:00

www.onlymys.blogspot.com

HELLO guys,

do visit this website.

Shopp spreeSSss....

2009-06-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

ZzzZz

AFTER all, the day would end, and Tomorrow would be a brand new day,

again.

2009-05-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

Step by step

Bit by bit

Slowwly i would catchs up...

i wont fall that easliy..

Opportunity.. ahead....

2009-04-16T18:50:00.000-07:00

Im praying for everything now.
so and so.
hoping everything would goes right.

less update? less contact? less time?

Time wont wait me,
so i'll grab every chances i have now.

i wann to learn new skills new thing and not just stick with the old ones.

best wishes to my crappy mates.

you guys seriously missed by Pearl =]]

2009-04-06T23:15:00.000-07:00

The choice is mine for now.
With no regret/doubts.
Hopefully.

I've no better choice.
but i guess LORD would lead me to somewhere to...

Im getting old, wonder...

2009-03-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hatred

It been 2 or 3 years since my grandmother passed away, ever since then our familySIDE falling apart so QUICK. There's a matter which somewhat the adults wont forgot or rather should be get over it. MONEY!! $$$$$$$!!!!!

I getting to hate every single one of them. my uncles and aunt! they all look sooo blooddyyy FAKEE!!!

they make HER so dishearten.='[

They blamed my mom. just becuz my mom was the last person who take care of my grandma. AND that i would said. FUCK THEM all. When my grandma was stil alive, who's the one who do not alllow her to stay in at their house?????? who's the one who making excuses??? With no word, my mom asked my grandma. YOU MAY STAY, ALL you wan. without worries. at the point of time, my mom was working and we were studying. BUT that doesn't matter. CUZ we CARED!

i love my grandma alots.. a hardworking and kind soul lady, though. and i do miss her too..

those happiness we have before, was memorableness.

LIE. when you were young, adults told us. telling a lie is not a right thing. YEA. if onli we were 3yrsoldkids then! AND now! ALL i CAN SEE through them is Lying, untrust, FAMILYrelationship splitting apart, blamed,argument.....

ALL this shitty thing. from the ADULTS!!!!!!

i WANT them to DISAPPEAR in our lifeee

GET LOST.

2009-03-16T19:15:00.000-07:00

FALL.

imightfallforyouagain,

is that my illusion or....

MAC.

the make up brand.
HELLOkitty. =D

watched COMING SOON & RACE TO WICTH MOUNTAIN

NICE cum scary enough for me. and lil funny abt it.

VAL DON WATCH. if nort you would regret, for sure!!!

tata.

have been consecutive working , simply lack of sleep, though.

sat off. finally!

Lord. thxs for helping me. he wont ask for returned.

2009-03-13T01:15:00.000-07:00

like you nort.

~~hate~~ you nort.

LOVES you nort.

let remains Originalness.

2009-03-09T14:15:00.000-07:00

abt to....busy..

有一句话再也都听不到

却不能停止想念

一幕幕甜美画面如果放弃了这一切

那么在我身体里的灵魂

是谁

2009-03-01T03:08:00.000-08:00

雨

2009-02-28T00:30:00.000-08:00

END of FEB =]

ps. im ugly =]

STUDY vs REVISE

Revise for ~~nothing~~

Study for nothing.

Going MAD, somehowww

p.s JIAYOU lo

2009-02-25T12:30:00.000-08:00

val, cheeleng.shan,shanna.

Life is full of ups and downs. What is life?

To me, part of it, to meet friends, like them.

They always have the privileged.

OH! not forgetting AH xiang.

2009-02-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

RECOVERING

I've a million things to say but im not good in word.

Most of the time i kept silent,

and hidden some part of my thinking.

when comes to relationship.

perhaps, this make it no better.

If time allows me to

forget

Learn

independent

miss-ed

love again

2009-02-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

THE war about to start.

Im glad project was OVER however the beginning is about to start.

less than 3 week, the final exam is coming.

one BOOK which content 8 chap to study.

THAT ALL, TU SI SHU.

afterwhich, saying goodbye to everyone.

Even the good friends of yours now, might be just a passes-bye friends.

Becuz ppl come and go.

goodnite.

2009-02-17T00:30:00.000-08:00

Be candid with me ??

=' [

say you wont need me anymore.

i wont hold you on.

2009-02-16T02:10:00.000-08:00

I don't really understand why? If you're not so Superstition, what's makes you so over the contents??
Its just a text, a text wont comes true, enough. UNLESS you're damn so Sensitive about it.
Well, then better of dont read mail, ppl sent you and you send back just becuz that's a nice and sweet email.
i no need one.

SIGH*

My silly&fcuking attitude is coming back.

I doono whye.

I hate myself being like this. WHATS wrong with me?

And now she's gone, might coming back only after 2yrs?? i supposed.

Gonna miss her to core.

Hope she's gonna be fine.

2009-02-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

Put on the shoes and starts to jog.

Well, think it's going on smooth.

Choosing POLY giving me a BIGHEAD.

PRAY

no much time left.

Presentation wld be up next.

Research not done yet.

She's leaving soon.

on the 15feb.

I realised that i did nothing much with her, though.

can TIME been PAY of?

GOODNITE.

2009-02-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

OH Lord!
i need your listening ear.
i need you to be there with me..
cuz i cant handle the things all by myself.
Don leave me, stay with me.
i need the strength from you.
the Power for Everything.
I'll pray.
pls, stay with me.
I'll pray.

2009-02-03T13:00:00.000-08:00

I realised, something [out there] which is more important than talks about r/s.

Perhaps if one day we would less outing,chatting,messaging.. etc.

cuz until then, we did not confess anything to get on.

i cant see the future..

if one day we have to let go... .. . . . .

because i believed i would turns the frown upside down once again.

no point getting sad or cry, though.

I do believe, my MRright meet by chances or is fated. =]

STUDIES HARD,

Iwan

flytoAUSTR

MOM's get well.

getin to POLY

meet NEWFRIENDS

LASTLY

ineeded$$$ as ever.

2009-02-02T20:20:00.000-08:00

when THINGs turn sour

i din mean to ~~lie~~.

i din mean to ~~trick~~ you

why cant everything goes smooth

what does it calls, when a heart breaks into two??

you know the answer.

tell me

2009-01-29T02:35:00.000-08:00

This moment you show me you care and concerned and yet on the other side, you like threw me up to the sky and let me fall. tried so hard to forget even thought its hard, but yet the stories is keep continuing...

WHATS wrong with me NOW??

BLAME on ME.

i alwa the bad and toopid for once.

2009-01-27T00:20:00.000-08:00

JUST shuttered

This old anti camera is my PA one.

[from nian qing dao lao oh]

still rem-ed, those old donkey days,

i wld brought the cam whenever there was outing in sch etc..

[yesh, its quite heavy]

Buying those flim and then get washed.

Quite spent money ah, unlike now.
digital cam are all over..

ANW.

AGAIN, this yr, CNY. no go anywhere, expect tmr.

I really missed those younger days.

MISSes my Grandmother too!

MY ahma, if she stil alive, perhaps everything wld be different.

I do misses my cousins. the three of them.

the funz we used to have, the moments with them.

cant get back to the past, things changes, ppl changed.

HEART changes too???? Perhaps.

[HATES being ADULTS le]

I might working on chu san chu 4 chu 5!
[thats meaning im afraid i cant go to VAL's hse =[]

YeSH. hope so!

sad to heard that the big boss of tang's court has passed away.

RIP.

jus abt then, a unknown guy, called himself MARK.

TOT im his fren. msg wrong ppl lah.

haha. I bluffed him.

IM just cant trust ppl too much.

so i lie.

well.. i think is alright, huh?

its late? not that late too.
Guess im abt to slp. cuz got to wake up early.
Somehow, i slept late YET i wake up early too.

haha

OH! smt FOUND & LOST ytd.

well, its fate, i supposed. yet a lil regret.

BLAME ME!

GOODNITE.

you heard me, IMY though, windz

2009-01-23T21:15:00.000-08:00

HAIRCUT

AHAH!

FANCY = illusion

FAITH = ~~HOPE~~.

TRUST = you.

IMFINEwiththisstatus

2009-01-18T22:10:00.000-08:00

NEW SKINS.

AT least it looks fine for me, currently.

SWIMMING tmr.. TANTANtann

at the moment, my mind was whirling.
yet the feeling was there.
remains constantly.... perhaps..

我多想得到幸福

2009-01-15T19:38:00.000-08:00

私考 . . . ...

which way to go to...

I have been stop exercising for nearly one month?!

THAT because the ligament of mine til hurts.

HATTTTTTTEEEE

a new start for him.

great result!

NICE one.

all his effort nv go down to drain

2009-01-08T21:00:00.000-08:00

if onli time allow us to stop and return to the past

nv get bored when IM with her.

SHE uttered much. =D

Projected submission due.

Glad that we managed to do it on tym again. =]

Morning, once awak feel like IM zombiee....
Face looks so pale. =x

LACK of cash again...

bugdeting....

OH! ineedahaircutagain. Reborning, perhaps?

I~~MISSED~~himagain, intheday.

2009-01-07T03:00:00.000-08:00

A action MORE than a word.

I miss THE RUN.

2008-12-29T14:15:00.000-08:00

I never ever felt so drunk but since that day,

im just cant controlled.

awfully bad.

Vomitted like no one else biz.

a saddist drunk im. they said.

well. i doonno. just didn speak out the thoughts inside of me.

a bad experience.

perhaps i shouldnt get drunk @ the first place.

Everything seems to have settled down.

YOU is YOU me IS me now.

so calculating man.

如果你想忘记我也能失忆

GOODBYE 08.

Think wont be blogging until next year le.

WELCOME you! 2009

Praying that it wld be better..

2008-12-19T15:10:00.000-08:00

在我忘记之前

心里那眼泪

模糊了视线

会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆

然后忘记你

接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天

会有人代替让我不再~~想念你~~

我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天

会有人代替

让我不再想念你

MAKE it clear at this point of time.

since you chose these way to end.

shld say THANK you???

i wont regret that i met you.

cuz every chances we met

ITs fated by GOD

by its very own REASON.

you til the one took my soul of ice, sorrows & including Happiness, away..

2008-12-14T20:10:00.000-08:00

HEYOOO~

Enjoy the pics.. =]

THE 猪 TrIp XD

The following pics below was taken by the crews while we taking grp photo.

Random.

NYNY @AMK HUB

JACKSON's treat X]

Taken by nie. OHMAN

THE PLAY TIME! POOL

THE heart to heart TIME. PRP

a lil LkeHOR

smt lost & found? =x

In spite of tiredness we til enjoy. =]

weell. didn upload all the pics. too tiring to wait for it...

OH! did i mentioned ME and JACK got SPLASH by the seal when seeing the SPLASH SSHOW. =9

the above whiteren is winnie's fren named. kiwi? no la. Queenie. haha

cabbi home though.

jackson forgot to pay me. i paid instead. lucki not dat ex.

Oh! Jack bought the cake at last min. HAHAS. EX nia. from BREADTALK =.='

TOo sweet for us, we then left some for the crews. XD

Finaally updated the pics.

it took me veri long time.

SIAN Sian.

ciaossssa

OH. i have to update other post next time. Nite Safari. HoHOooo.

lastly.

must Really thx ICEzi for fetching me HOME. X]

Even though you're heartless.. =x

Catch up with you some other times wor.

PPL!!I wanna watch TWILIGHT!!!!

tiredness.

2008-12-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

.......X[...........

.....=/......

.......

short fringe

shorthair length .

trimmed.

LISTEN to your HEART

2008-11-23T14:00:00.000-08:00

SOB. Ger's month. X[

HATED it..

i wann my DARK COOCO!!!

One more day! SHE's backie.

glad to see her???

YES!

wonder how she look like.

wonder what present she bought for us. LOL

and everyting. maybe unable to meet her tmr bahx?

anyway she's back.

MY life shld be meaningful?? perhaps.

byebye.

working later. X]

yea. alone again. so what? ineed$$

2008-11-13T23:20:00.000-08:00

SHUMEI & me

SELF-timer
LOOKs like i slapped her?? lols.

WED.

Didn went sch. tired. overslpt.

Intended to SINGK but then no. hhaa

Shopped Suntec and went T3 to haf our dinner. POPEYE! =]

yea. i forgot to smt again.

IM lilsurp.

MAD met accident.he didn tell me much.

i bother? I care but it seems like i'd not bothered his thing.

Others care for him, enug le.

TODAY.

ITE careeer fairrr.

thx for the acc-ed by em.

managed to find a part time job. gtto giv it a try. need to change the date due to exam. and i totally forgot abt it.

Lunch KFC.Shanna fast recover. =]

~~Jogged~~.

supposed to mit him up but but....

I m sad to say..

Looks like im NTH to you.k. don deny. that how i felt.

byeby

OH. left abt one week more she's coming backie =]

2008-11-12T13:05:00.000-08:00

射手座女性爱情事件簿　

射手座女性经常会爱上一个家人都反对，朋友也不赞同的对象。因为热情又有正义感的她总会觉得，如果我都不了解他，不支持他，他还能相信谁！结果经常是冲动的跳入爱河之后，才发现是一条臭水沟。　　还好射手座女性通常都有着天真乐观的个性。眼泪擦干，她很快又有再试一次的勇气。不过，江山易改本性难移，她还是常犯相同的错误……　　射手座女性通常自律性很高，崇尚人类高尚的情操，她不喜欢任何人给她定下什么规矩。对她来说，不论是什么人，都要讲道理，不能合情合理的事，射手座女性恕难从命　　如果她不喜欢你，她肯定让你看出来，对某些射手座女性来说，这根本就是她应尽的义务咧！　　她可能是个远近驰名的直肠子，经常在大庭广众之下问些让你下不了台的问题。她的天真直率，使她很容易相信别人

；而她的直言无讳又很容易得罪人，

所以她总是在自己不明究理下吃些暗亏。

bye.

seeing you HAPPY, i'd too.

2008-11-08T16:03:00.000-08:00

k.
Im feel lousy.
im... watever it is. im just mentally unstable for now.

Just hoping "THE BOX" person-in-charge. call me, quick.
thats how i wann use all of my time.
to study to stay home to work.

PRAYING...

i wont left her alone de ah. cuz she's my mum.

if there really someone kiss-ed her.

i hope was my grandmother or perhaps GOD???

2008-11-08T15:30:00.000-08:00

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸
暂时要和世界脱离就快要学会不再想你
却听见不断跳动的心我允许了你让爱的自由还给你
我允许了自己
承受这悲伤到天明我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提总是以为终究化作云淡风轻
爱你到底痛了自己我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提所有结局在这夜里都已成形
爱到了底痛的是我的真心闭上眼睛忍住呼吸暂时要和世界脱离
就快要学会不再想你却听见不断跳动的心我允许了你
让爱的自由还给你我允许了自己承受这悲伤到天明
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
总是以为终究化作云淡风轻爱你到底痛了自己
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
所有结局在这夜里都已成形爱到了底痛的是我的真心

2008-11-03T00:02:00.000-08:00

UPDATED the software with the help of my DI!!
now my micosoft back to 03!!
anyway wann the disc for FP?? ask me loh! =x

PE is loved!

i afraid i cant fall aslp. having slpless nite. once again.
tons of dreams!!! if not awake easily like nv asleep. IHATEthat feeling.

two days nv msg him, feel like months...

i wld be better??

JIAUU for ur TP though.
Rem fail nehmind de oh..haha =x

GOODNITE

2008-11-02T22:35:00.000-08:00

4 more days,before his birthday reaches.

guess what. I roger his letter once again. i tot wld not received it again.
yea the feeling til as usual. a lil nervous and happy. haha.
read it later. tis tym i torn it nicely. =D

IMIZMAD.
but ii didn wann conact him.
i donno.

sch again. after sch might going to JACK's hse take the disc from him. =D
he managed to help me look for the disc i wann. THX so much. kekex

just ate my dinner. filet o fish.

ger's month. =[

2008-10-31T01:59:00.000-07:00

THE princess of NITEMARE.

Edited.

and SPOTTED this retro bus. X]

LRT. BPP.

Prepared everything in the morning yet when im on my way to school, i realised i left my purse at HOME!

wanting to take bus home right after sch but eventually asked MAD to send me home.

Went to fareast, shopped awhile but til not satisfied of the thing i wanna get!?! will look for it til peharps tmr? going our with shumei

we took a long journey(LKK bus 700) to Bt Panjang. [not sure how to spell]

tat becuz shanna wanna see the JACK's nitemare the event. however quite disappointed. KIDS ard and nothing abt JACK! they just plays JACK's DVD at 730pm.

BUT so we explored there. LOLS. =x

happy to see the old type of lrt. hahaa. looks like the old skytrain loh!

Aftermath took the some bus to PS. SHOPPED as we cld.

enjoyed with em. =]

HAPPY Halloween!!! HoHoooHOo!!!..>

Pasttime piccs
ECP
hello.

her bf.

CL& ME

super tired now. almost 2am.

I REALLYneed money. sadded.

ANW. having a wedding dinner at abt 1weeks later.

must go for the ~~paid~~ faical

my cousin's wedding.even though we not da CLOSE

nites

2008-10-30T16:25:00.000-07:00

IS this the stupid PEN??

By shan. ooP

weird??whye kept repeating???

WE took sometimes to figure out. asked her repeated quite a few times until we really understood what she actually wann say!!

PEN ~~fan~~ pen??

Can you guys figure out??? HoHoOoo..

Though quite toopid la but til funz. XD

2008-10-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

i misses the moments we used to have.

perhaps

we cant played back yet memories stays.

2008-10-25T14:30:00.000-07:00

I'll be happy.

so do ya.